"When I'm in this state, I feel like I'm in a parallel universe. I'm surrounded by people, but I'm oddly detached..."
It goes with the title, Being in my own world... This is how I can relate with the statement above. I am surrounded by a lot of people, connected with many of them, yet I feel detached... I feel like I'm living my own little world. :\
Summer. Yes, it is summer. It should be fun, enjoyable, blissful, or whatever adjectives related to these. But my summer isn't like that at all. Here I am, stuck up, enjoying each day in front of my best summer bud.. the computer. It is not that boring, actually. But I feel like I'm living the same day over and over again. I feel like a robot programmed to do the same things everyday. It is like a routine already. Pss. :\ But what's weird is that, I do not even have the enthusiasm to go out with my friends. Hmm. I want a change in this "routine", and whenever there's a chance, I don't feel like grabbing it. Okay, it's sucking big time. :\ Har. I wanna be somewhere else. Somewhere far. Blah. Ewan. Nakakabaliw pala 'to. :)) :] I hate it. I tend to be sentimental during these times. :] Pft.
I want an UPBEAT in my life! x]
It goes with the title, Being in my own world... This is how I can relate with the statement above. I am surrounded by a lot of people, connected with many of them, yet I feel detached... I feel like I'm living my own little world. :\
Summer. Yes, it is summer. It should be fun, enjoyable, blissful, or whatever adjectives related to these. But my summer isn't like that at all. Here I am, stuck up, enjoying each day in front of my best summer bud.. the computer. It is not that boring, actually. But I feel like I'm living the same day over and over again. I feel like a robot programmed to do the same things everyday. It is like a routine already. Pss. :\ But what's weird is that, I do not even have the enthusiasm to go out with my friends. Hmm. I want a change in this "routine", and whenever there's a chance, I don't feel like grabbing it. Okay, it's sucking big time. :\ Har. I wanna be somewhere else. Somewhere far. Blah. Ewan. Nakakabaliw pala 'to. :)) :] I hate it. I tend to be sentimental during these times. :] Pft.
I want an UPBEAT in my life! x]
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